Today

I don't want to do this anymore!!!

I'm tired of being alone and I am sick of being lonely!

Don't you think 17 months is enough...I do!

I miss my husband and that is all there is too it!

*Edited to add*

Done feeling sorry for myself...I just had one of those mornings. Today actually was not a bad day. I got to spend the afternoon with one my former students, and she was thrilled to see me. Nothing makes your day like a big smile and the words "Hug my Gail" clear as day. Trust me when I say that was not easy for her considering she is 10 and just learning how to speak. Kind of makes me feel like an ass for feeling sorry for myself