Irritated

The word the best describes how I feel lately is irritated.

I talk and talk and it seems no one really hears me. It just freaking irritates the shit out of me.

Why do I bother? I mean really who is listening?

It just seems to me that I repeat myself so many times and I just refuse to do it anymore.

Some days I wonder if I fell off the face of the earth who would really miss me?

I am so ready to just I don’t know…be truly appreciated. That’s it. I want to be appreciated.

Not humored for a few days till everything seems ok. Not forgotten. I want my words to be heard and remembered. My feelings to be though of.

I am tired of being taken for granted. I really am.

I’m DONE!